Something good happened today…Â I got some of my drive back.
I learned a few things today… I learned that instead of missing my friends during weekdays, I should look forward to seeing them the next weekend…
… I learned that just like before, I should not entertain the slightest of doubts in my abilities…
… I learned that some NOs are NOT YETs and some NOT YETs are sugar-coated NOs. To be safe and to rid yourself of the escapist mentality, it’s better to default to the latter…
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But alas! Life’s struggles (in the form of people who I would rather not want to meet the next lifetime) is pushing that slowly flowing willpower into oblivion. Attention angels cleverly disguised as pricks, go away!
